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Monday, August 28, 2006
There are 3 mental states i have been conditioned to adopt. The first mental conditioning I've been accustomed to adopt is the "power" mindset. This is the mindset I usually have when i'm entering a business and building my wealth. Nothing inhibits my growth and stops my progress. I block off all negative elements and speed through with production. The 2nd mindset I have, which is the most often used one, is the support mindset. In this mindset, I am in a very dangerous position. I am unable to function alone and would seek comfort in friends and support from individuals. Motivation is not done via my ownself. The usual weakness I have in this mindset is falling prey to affairs of the heart. I've tried my best to stay alone but no. It's my greatest weakness after all. The 3rd mindset I have, is a pre-reassesment mindset. When i mean reassesment, it means something's gone terribly wrong in my life and it needs some major adjustments. I block off all contacts, all influences and encloses my world to my individual self. Limited interaction on a need basis. To realign my goals with proper precision and without external influence. My dear friends, I've entered Total Isolation mode.
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1:59:00 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Okay, I've got some free time on my hands and went to do some investment analysis for you guys out there. Currently there's these available options on my mind. -Stocks -Options -Property -Gambling Ok, here's the breakdown. Stocks - 10% ROI with 10% capital risk over 3 weeks Options - 100% ROI with 20% capital risk over 3 weeks Property - Exponential ROI with 70% capital risk over several years Gambling - 350000% ROI with 100% captial risk over 1 day Looks like buying 4d is a good choice after all. People say that the odds of winning 4d are small, but hey, the way i see it... You either strike or you dont. You have a 50% chance of winning!
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9:11:00 AM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
It's a long week. Exceptionally long and tiring. I've been so busy these few weeks I've not been able to watch my investments platform. This sucks. They've suspended my account due to inactivity. Maybe i should take a look at the shell offer.  Anyway, people have been asking me again. "WHATS UP WITH XUE WEN". Nothing's up. She's just the person my mind drifts to whenever i don't feel so good. I've finally uploaded the pictures of the possesions that occupy my heart. On the left is the keychain that Xue Wen had given me when we were together. On the right, is the Gloomy Bear's Sheep that I had obtained while trying to get the pink gloomy for Luna. These are the 2 things that I treasure, more than anything in the world. I dun even have time for myself anymore... How to find a girlfriend. MARK! I understand you now. Forced by circumstances! Edit: Working with people is such a drastic change. Now I know why I did not hire ppl in Midas and now i know why I trade options. However, I guess this is something I should learn and will benefit me in the future. High expectations increases performance and work standard anyway. Dun know if I'll be able to adapt in time!
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1:34:00 AM
Monday, August 14, 2006
I've been so horribly busy over the past few days that i've been unable to even update my blog! Can't really remember what happened over the weekend but I've finally bought my white board and set up my planning board. Finally get to plan out GosuNet's path for 2008-2010. Ok, for all you people out there who want to introduce your "friends" or give me "targets" (surprisingly more and more recently), please adhere to these simple guidelines and criteria to meet before even thinking of an introduction. -Height. I'm sure u all know this is a very serious matter not to be joked about. I dun fancy tall women. Make sure she's small and petite. Cute. -Size. NOT fat. Thin or a LITTLE meaty is ok. Please. No outright fat people. -Time. I'm quite busy reviving GosuNet so make sure she's self sustainable. I dun gotta keep her company 24/7. Most girls just crave and seek for attention. I can't provide that as much as I used to be able to. So i guess that's an impossible criteria! Now crazy people who are trying to find me a girlfriend, go through your phone books and friendsters and what not, fill up some crazy form and submit it to my email.
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8:52:00 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
The most inspiring quote to date: "People who are born a prodigy are not happy but those who believe in themselves to the end, and work hard with a fiery spirit are" Yes, that is the truth as i know it.
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6:11:00 AM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
I may like to look at schoolgirls and mini skirts but no i'm not sicko child lover michael blackie. If there's 1 thing I'm most proud of about myself, its about my morals. Under no circumstances would i break my "Self Rules". 1-No more choosing the "easy path". By "easy path", I am referring to easy money. Yes, non legal ways. I've been there done that, and my mentor once told me and i quote his exact words, "Money can be made so easily in an honest manner I dun see why people should earn it dishonestly." Yes I am on the path to learning and I'm not there yet. 2-30 seconds of negative thought a day. In case you are wondering what this self rule is about, it just means that u limit yourself to less than 30 seconds of bad thought a day. These include, "Bloody taxi driver cut into my lane", "Damn sian", Bad memories etc. Yes I do practice this and people have asked me "is that really possible? To limit your negative thought to less than 30 seconds a day?" Most people take more than 30 seconds per negative thought, thinking how something went wrong, blaming everything and lamenting. I try to stop it at its bud and not produce any of it at all. Only recent failure was on my birthday. But i forgive myself ;P 3-No fooling around! Yes its a crazy rule cause i'm a guy and yes i bet u think every guy sleeps around. I can tell u this is the hardest rule, harder than no.2 as its hard to control the thinking stick. A lot of willpower has to be put into this. And yes, I hope you're reading this and u'll stop fooling around too. You're attached and you should grow up before I start making u learn it the hard way. Set yourself some rules and learn to abide by them. Don't betray yourself, if u do... U have no hope at all.
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11:31:00 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Yesterday Mambo night was totally wrong. Let me tell you how wrong it is. First off, i went to pick up Camy from bukit timah. She just broke up with her boyfriend. So, it happens that my 10pm arrival time was delayed to 11pm as she was still quarreling with her boyfriend. Then, i couldnt find my way to zouk from Bukit timah. Havent travelled that stretch of road! Took bout 45 mins? Before i reached zouk. It's like so damn close yet i took so long. Freaking expressways! Close to 12. No parking lots! No choice, i just randomly parked at a makeshift lot. At the entrance of zouk, I met my sister. She hates Camy. Before i could say anything, my sister was pulling me away from her and pulling me into zouk. NOTE: Before i could even say anything to Camy. She must really hate me now. Went on to zouk. Was dancing just in front of a Xue Wen lookalike. For those who don't know who's xue wen. Its the girl who's a PR in my heart for like 6+ years. U can view my previous posts for more info. I know her parents and they always sigh when they tell my friends. "We know he like her for 6+ years already... Too bad he never take action". I would have now, if she wasnt attached. Anyway, i didn't get her number cause apparently my sister thinks she doesnt look like xue wen and doesnt think she looks like a good type of person. So screw it, all i could do is watch and not talk. Not even dance with her. The songs in zouk were wrong. They're NU-Metal and R N B, with occassional retro songs. Did the DJ mix up zouk and phuture? That bastard. Continued dancing and to my horrible surprise. It's audrey! She came to zouk. She said its her first time coming here. Ahh, didn't want to think on how possible that is, so i just kept quiet. Went on boringly dancing to songs that my retro body wasnt initiated to. Was a pretty sucky feeling. In the end went over to phuture where the ACTUAL rnb was being played. There, I saw quite a lot of people i knew. Saw benjamin teo. Asked him for a cig, he just ran out. WHAT WERE THE ODDS OF THAT! Met weihan my long lost buddy. He tried to introduce a girl, but she was drunk and headed to the toilet before a proper introduction was made. WHOA! By this time, I knew something was wrong. I told my sister that I had to go. Its too late, and I had to work tmr. Hastily made my exit and WHAM! Out in the entrance i saw sueann. What odds. When you're trying to remain single, u see 3 of the people u once dated. All in 1 night. I think god must hate me. Walked back to my car to be greeted by a $50 fine for illegal parking. That ended my most beautiful clubbing day.
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1:37:00 AM
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Anyway, people have been asking me again. "WHATS UP WITH XUE WEN". Nothing's up. She's just the person my mind drifts to whenever i don't feel so good. I've finally uploaded the pictures of the possesions that occupy my heart. On the left is the keychain that Xue Wen had given me when we were together. On the right, is the Gloomy Bear's Sheep that I had obtained while trying to get the pink gloomy for Luna. These are the 2 things that I treasure, more than anything in the world.